FUTURE?

This is going to be an extremely honest blog; it is always good for me to write.

I have been in Ajijic for three years on and off. It is a wonderful town and I was very lucky to find it. My life here is extremely full: lots of friends, lots of social activities… everything I need is here. I also often seem to be asked for advice, which I enjoy. Yesterday I was called a community resource. At 81 I am still very healthy and active. Walking is my main exercise—I walk everywhere in town.

As many of you know, I have always had a spiritual part of my life and was very lucky to be introduced to The Brahma Kumaris (BK’s) 40 years ago. Within that organization, l had a wonderful relationship with the late Dadi Janki, who was my mentor. But I stayed on the outside of the organization. They welcomed me many times to India and to many of their centers around the world as I travelled.

A friend in California told me a few months ago that this is the longest relationship I have had! The BK’s are very special to me and some of the brightest people I have met in my life are BK’s. So, here I am at 81—healthy and happy. I certainly have accepted God in my life and am well aware I have been protected on so many occasions. My question is: Do I want more? Do I want to be part of a center and live a much more structured life with God? What could I give back to the organization as a form of service ?

I feel I have become a little bit of a wise woman and people come to me with numerous issues every day. I really enjoy these conversations with younger people. They seem to trust me and know that I will handle whatever information they share in confidence. So, what should I do?

One of the BK communities and centres I love is on the island of Mauritius, far away in the Indian Ocean. I will talk to a few friends that have known me for years and that are BK’s, and invite their thoughts.

The bottom line is, how do I want to spend my remaining years: in this lovely town, or truly in service to God?

Betty

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  1. Dear Betty Thanks for your thoughts. For me it seems more complicated to describe wether I’m happy or not. Sometimes life is a little too limited, taking care of Ragnar. But at the same time I can not and want not to abandon him. We have very interesting and happy moments together. And I have a task in life. I’m the one who know everything about his health. Communicate with hospitals social services and doctors almost every day. Our house is wonderful the view gives comfort, opens my mind. The sea I enjoy every day. Taking swim, going by boat or just look at. This spring I thought Ragnar would not live threw but now he is going again. My 80th birthday was really happy and I was so lucky. Thanks for your greetings. Yours Elisabeth

  2. Betty – best of luck with your decision-making. Hopefully the pieces of the puzzle will all fall into place and you’ll make the decision which is best for you. All the best. Mary Lou

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